used to write music all the time, but i stopped, i still write sometimes, but nothing i write is coherent anymore

i have lots of random lyrics floating around in my head that i have to put down somewhere

they suck, but it doesn't matter, no one reads this anyway



little girl lost
standing barefoot in the rain
bruised and beaten
where to go from here
the life she knew is gone
faded away
what is left for her now
it hurts to go on




why do i have to be alone
why can't my heart find a home
so much to give
no where for it to go


what kind of life am i giving my son
raising him alone
i can't be everything he needs me to be
his life will be empty without a dad
this i know for sure
he deserves more than i can give him
he asks a lot of questions now
that i can't answer
"why can't i have a dad"
"why can't i know him"
it breaks my heart that i can't answer

i watch you from afar
knowing that you and i
can never be
anything i want us to be
i wish that i could make
these feelings i have known

hmmm. well first of all, I read those, and I think they're pretty good... they really create an intense image of where you wanted to go to with these... but I can also see how it would be hard to write around them... hmmm... pretty good however. they get my seal of approval

thanks
see thats my problem
i have lots of ideas
but can't join them together and bring them where i want to go with them
its hard to finish the things i have

you know if you need help or anything... I'd try my best

I can feel a loss a coming !
you cant do this to me she was once to say.
Damned if i let any man get in my way
If i told you once i told you again
If you dont come with love
you will never get in

I can feel a loss a coming !
you cant see my view because
you havent hit the floor running
First step out in the real world once taken
Broken by the chain of events your soul has taken

You cant do this to me she was to say
im sorry baby but i just dont see life your way
Your eyes are blue and mine
are shaded by a touch of green
you cant mistake the spaces between
the power and the ones with Pristine!
No man would pass to hold her,
yet try to destroy all for that she dreams

I can feel a loss AHH comin!
starving together just to watch it eat me alive where i stand
Forcing the truth to come out yet
with out one word or the helping hands
I made a mistake and you just have to know
I can feel a loss acoming
and im not the one you want nor the one
You want to know !

BABY NOT A WOMAN
NOT A PRAYER FOR THE MAN
SHE WAS BORN TO SPREAD LOVE
YET SHE LIVES IN SIN.



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