most days i wanna be in the sun
but have a noose on my neck
riding through horses and fields
somewhere I wanted to make a better world
and when I came to do the job
I felt so blocked
nights where my heartbeats
and I can hear a whisper
and I showed the world
what happened
and no one listened

I screamed out of my head
to my brothers and sisters
to save all our beautiful souls
the good the bad and the ugly

I wanted to move upwards to a graceful place

my lover in my arms as we landed there


to the heavens
but as a sacred thing

as it once was
had our madness of cell phones, plastic garbage and pesticides
and the heavens could hear me
I broke all the lines
I see the bridges I make
I see temples in the clouds
I go there in a different place

sometimes I am tired and he carries me on his back for the trip home as if I was a wounded bird
tears run down their faces

we try to stay connected
in a triangle

my son visits me from another dimension as a famous rock star
begging for my release
to share what every body should know
that will make and break this planet


save

me
as if every moment had come down to this
I ran out of dimes
that I didnt need anyway
and grabbed the shadows
Ive got some bitch screaming in my ear that Im crazy
when all I want to do is love
and make love
and make peace
by the means I know how

I am thankful to those whom listened to me
gave me my days in the sound lights and action
in my audition

but I know what

I am

I cant help faces melted
I cannot help the damage done

all I know Im a queen sitting
on an imaginary goldmine ready to go
a filled paper cup
a boot of plastic covered in dirt
and a key to white caddilac
that i dont own yet
I am free
no
I deserve to be the person everyone has put me through the test through time after time

and I think our radio has proven it enough
dont yah think so honey