so i'm giving myself a regular pep talk about going after what i want and all that shit...then it kinda dawns on me; i don't think i know what that is. sure, i know some things make me feel good and there are things i enjoy, but, really....What Do I Want?
I'm going into a career now and I'm not totally positive that its what I want to do, but I don't know of anything else that I can realistically do so I'm just going to do it.
I'm going into a career now and I'm not totally positive that its what I want to do, but I don't know of anything else that I can realistically do so I'm just going to do it.
you see, that's what i'm talking about...doing something, being with someone, etc. cuz you don't truly know in your gut what you really really want! this is no way to live dammit! I must figure this out
this is serious px!! do you truly know what you want? what satisfies, challenges you, makes you feel alive?
I'm capable of seriousness. And dammit...I want little pink mutha f*ckin' houses for you and me. *puts foot down*
But besides that, I want to go to the Canadian side of Niagra Falls.
so Go dammit!
oh...yeah, of course. All in good time though! I want, but I'm patient too.
that's the thing though...who knows how much time any of us has? i feel a real sense of urgency on this one px
Well, I can't go right now, so I'll sleep on it awhile. And save up a few bucks. I have plenty of time. And if I don't see some suds on a beer on the canuck's side of the falls by next summer, and I end up seeing someplace else instead, then that's ok too.
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no idea...breathing is good for now but that gets real old after awhile im not passionate enough about my hobbies to make a living doing them so thats out or most likely...once im clean and sober and work on my self-confidence and motivation factors i hope thing will start to fall into place but most of all i want a secure feeling involving true love and thats the hardest part since love makes or can make you crazy...i'll just wait till something good or bad happens to get my ass in gear...that, or i'll just wait until i die
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dirtyfrank0705 wrote:
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no idea...breathing is good for now but that gets real old after awhile im not passionate enough about my hobbies to make a living doing them so thats out or most likely...once im clean and sober and work on my self-confidence and motivation factors i hope thing will start to fall into place but most of all i want a secure feeling involving true love and thats the hardest part since love makes or can make you crazy...i'll just wait till something good or bad happens to get my ass in gear...that, or i'll just wait until i die
confidence is sexy.
go get 'em tiger!
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