Red Mosquito • View topic - the eye doctor said he could see into my soul

godeatgod · **Posted:** Tue Feb 01, 2011 9:31 pm

lets get existential up in here

Mecca · **Posted:** Tue Feb 01, 2011 9:34 pm

godeatgod · **Posted:** Tue Feb 01, 2011 9:37 pm

omg the fluffeh kitteh!

Dev · **Posted:** Tue Feb 01, 2011 9:48 pm

last night I realized nothing's changed, I've healed in regards to my psychological check book, but the fact that misery is the only thing I know is still apparent. I don't think I would ever know how to be happy. I lay in bed with women that mean nothing. I don't really care. I'm bored of all the hateful ideologies people use. I'm bored of lame political arguments that are always the same. I'm bored of "liberal" nationalists.

Oh I've been realizing that my need for the next big thrill and my constant progressive attitude to my philosophy and self realization are a form of narcissism. no idea how to spell that, still don't think spelling is very important. basically a drug addict out for the next rush. I go outside to smoke because I live in a dead world. It is so cold and there is no life. Everyone lives in fear of the world. Embracing the doctrine of our institution and religion. Professionally self-alienated people. Middle class gangsters.

blah that probably all sounds like shit as I just woke up. However if you think risking it with anyone is really "risking it" then you are sadly mistaken.

Mecca · **Posted:** Tue Feb 01, 2011 9:53 pm

I wish I had a goggle binder.

Dev · **Posted:** Tue Feb 01, 2011 9:55 pm

easy to make

Fortuna69 · **Posted:** Tue Feb 01, 2011 10:32 pm

Dev wrote:

last night I realized nothing's changed, I've healed in regards to my psychological check book, but the fact that misery is the only thing I know is still apparent. I don't think I would ever know how to be happy. I lay in bed with women that mean nothing. I don't really care. I'm bored of all the hateful ideologies people use. I'm bored of lame political arguments that are always the same. I'm bored of "liberal" nationalists.

Oh I've been realizing that my need for the next big thrill and my constant progressive attitude to my philosophy and self realization are a form of narcissism. no idea how to spell that, still don't think spelling is very important. basically a drug addict out for the next rush. I go outside to smoke because I live in a dead world. It is so cold and there is no life. Everyone lives in fear of the world. Embracing the doctrine of our institution and religion. Professionally self-alienated people. Middle class gangsters.

blah that probably all sounds like shit as I just woke up. However if you think risking it with anyone is really "risking it" then you are sadly mistaken.

That's depressing...

Dev · **Posted:** Tue Feb 01, 2011 10:44 pm

Fortuna69 wrote:

That's depressing...

thanks for reading. I don't even think I did it half the justice I could.

Fortuna69 · **Posted:** Tue Feb 01, 2011 10:56 pm

Dev wrote:

Fortuna69 wrote:

That's depressing...

thanks for reading. I don't even think I did it half the justice I could.

I always read your posts.

Dev · **Posted:** Tue Feb 01, 2011 11:45 pm

Fortuna69 wrote:

Dev wrote:

Fortuna69 wrote:

That's depressing...

thanks for reading. I don't even think I did it half the justice I could.

I always read your posts.

aww

Spike · **Joined:** Sat Oct 16, 2004 11:54 pm **Posts:** 40914

godeatgod wrote:

lets get existential up in here

Dev · **Posted:** Wed Feb 02, 2011 1:33 am

I'm tired of walkin around with my hand on my gun

Mecca · **Posted:** Wed Feb 02, 2011 1:35 am

Dev wrote:

I'm tired of walkin around with my hand on my gun

life's rough in Alberta

Dev · **Posted:** Fri Feb 04, 2011 6:18 am

I just handed in a paper that I worked pretty hard on for midnight and I feel kinda empty

its like i gave up a child for adoption which is really weird because yeah, i kind of hate school

i guess i just cant balance anything and could get addicted to school work even

tryinmorning · **Posted:** Fri Feb 04, 2011 6:37 am

Rebar · **Posted:** Fri Feb 04, 2011 1:57 pm

Dev wrote:

I'm tired of walkin around with my hand on my gun

dammit Dev

Kosmicjelli · **Posted:** Fri Feb 04, 2011 5:13 pm

Dev wrote:

last night I realized nothing's changed, I've healed in regards to my psychological check book, but the fact that misery is the only thing I know is still apparent. I don't think I would ever know how to be happy. I lay in bed with women that mean nothing. I don't really care. I'm bored of all the hateful ideologies people use. I'm bored of lame political arguments that are always the same. I'm bored of "liberal" nationalists.

Oh I've been realizing that my need for the next big thrill and my constant progressive attitude to my philosophy and self realization are a form of narcissism. no idea how to spell that, still don't think spelling is very important. basically a drug addict out for the next rush. I go outside to smoke because I live in a dead world. It is so cold and there is no life. Everyone lives in fear of the world. Embracing the doctrine of our institution and religion. Professionally self-alienated people. Middle class gangsters.

blah that probably all sounds like shit as I just woke up. However if you think risking it with anyone is really "risking it" then you are sadly mistaken.

pftt.. dead world indeed... in a world that has lost all hope and joy and full of constant tears... the world and God cant stop mans free will, the choices he makes and the damning of others souls he causes....

i just like when my delusions keep me entertained and informed...

nah · **Posted:** Fri Feb 04, 2011 5:46 pm

when the dr. looked into mine, he said he saw HIS soul.

Rebar · **Posted:** Fri Feb 04, 2011 6:10 pm

that's the last time I will be entering this thread.

cutuphalfdead · **Posted:** Fri Feb 04, 2011 6:23 pm

E.H. Ruddock wrote:

that's the last time I will be entering this thread.

the eye doctor said he could see into my soul

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