Lately, when I'm with the people I consider my best friends, I sometimes get off in thoughts and when I distance myself from the whole scene, whatever situation I'm in, and I look at them or him or her, I see the lies being told, I see them saying stupid things, cheating on girlfriends/boyfriends, ...

Then I wonder: Am I the only normal person or the only abnormal one?

I talked about this with my best friend, the girl I much talked about before in the 'First day of my life' thread, and she said sometimes she feels exactly the same.

I also talked about this with another girl, good friend but on an eniterely different level, and she said "yeah, but that's because you are different; not in a bad way, but you seem way more grown-up than the rest of us, more mature. you are also the most difficult person I've ever known to get through, to really get to know, to understand."

I don't know.

Perhaps you are able to see these things better than most people are able to see. I don't know how else to describe it, but I feel like I go through the same thing you're talking about and I have been told "you're more mature than most people your age" and "hard to get through" before. I'm not sure what you are trying to figure out here, though.

did you ask any of these girls if you could fuck her sister?

I'm trying to figure out if the second girl is saying those things because I am more mature or because she wants me.



First girl: both her sisters are married with children. I don't go there.
Second girl: both her sisters are ugly as hell and are together with good friends of mine. I pity them.

Do you sometimes also wah-wah-wah-wah-wonder?

why?

I picked this topic title to check how long it would take to get this reaction.

it probably means you are more mature and has nothing to do with her wanting you, though she very well could want you

Rather than withdraw, try confronting them. If they can't deal with it, then your confrontation will cause them to keep their distance from you. Which is sometimes a very very good thing.

why I'm running around again
I took my chances
I may have lost my best friend

explain...

My best friend from when I first got to know her like 8 years ago is still my best friend now.

I feel the same way, which probably explains why we're all on a message board instead of out firebombing cars.

or cheating and lying

just lyrics, starting by "I wonder", sorry

Some of us do both, thank you very much.

I'll agree with whatever's been said here so far.

also, I think it's a fairly common experience at some point in your life - maybe over and over again - to feel this way.

at the same time?

one day....