i like to watch girls strip through still pictures on the internet as i click to the next numbered page and it gives me satisfaction though there's a frown on my face

i washed my car today though it was given to me by my mom and i say i'll repay her when i'm moved in with clare in connecticut after i get over this shitty job at this shitty factory i'm working at nearly everyday... but i just don't know because tomorrow is so far away

and i'll get over it all because i'm working hard and it's hell but someday it'll all be ok and i'll look back and think: you've done well for yourself, jon, you've done well and you're ok.

i like to eat nearly an entire bag of greasy, salty tortilla chips in just under two weekend days because it's instant gratification and because there's so much taste that's so strong that i have nothing else on my mind but questions and answers concerning why i'm doing this and how funny these things taste

my car's shiny in the drive way of my mom's house and i feel ashamed to be staying here from about 2 months ago til about 5 months into the future and i just don't know what to think about it anymore.. i just keep telling myself to be strong and to grow through it and to learn and to mature

and i'll get over it all because i'm working hard and it's hell but someday it'll all be ok and i'll look back and think: you've done well for yourself, jon, you've done well and you're ok.

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that is your toll

I only read because I saw your username. Good to see you, Jon.

gladly.
I don't know how autobiographical this is, but you sound like you're on the right track to me.

and here's a totally uninteresting fact for you: I lived at home with my dad until I was 20, I remember it being nearly unbearable at times just from my constant arguing with him. Things got better, things usually get better.