I'm joining the army. I start basic training on the day after tomorrow.

v I hope you're not in some gutter wishing you weren't sacrificing your self for the sake of "cool" or "deep" while you have purity in raindrops aching to melt into your deepest pores and necessities. I'm writing because I've been feeling your call begging me to keep talking and to not stop and I only just now felt that scratch on my back sting from the sweat from my efforts lately. I hope you're not miserable because of something unjust. I hope you learn from your mistakes and know what it'll take for you to find your place. I hope suicide is only an option to motivate you to live. I hope you're OK, man. See if you can let me know before I leave early tomorrow morning. If not, for your concern, I think I'll be OK. >