Joined: Sun Oct 17, 2004 10:08 pm Posts: 1467 Location: Sarasota, Florida Gender: Male
A Bleeding, Christian Heart
It always feels like cancer when they don't come around
Casting me out like some vagrant
The fragrance around me is the air that hasn't yet left earth to the vacuum
I often find myself saying, "No" when I cannot do what they ask me to do
It's a sad state in my heart when I find myself liking or loving you
Because I can't go to those places where we could share
That's what my Christian heart do
Praying to playing or playing to pray
I'll take the former over the latter
But I wish I could get you to say okay
And accept who I really am
And what I really do
Because I don't fall in love with the sin
I fall in love with the sinner
Much like I forgive myself, yet try to better
I promise, they'll be one day that I can make our bed
But if you don't give me a chance, I have to move on
'Til then, this heart bleeds a blood of loneliness
Promised an Eve, but working with nothing
Bleeding out the love songs from my throat until that time can come
When I can say I'm in love with you
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Joined: Sat Oct 16, 2004 10:46 pm Posts: 9617 Location: Medford, Oregon Gender: Male
Lloyd Dobler wrote:
Serjical Strike wrote:
Aww for Pete's sake Jared just bone the girl already.
Yea, I wish it wasn't this difficult, but that's the walk for me. Anyway, um, do you like the other poems?
God bless,
Jared
Yes. Very heartfelt. I just wish you weren't beating yourself up so badly over wanting to do one of the most natural acts that living things do. Be safe about it and enjoy your life instead of worrying about what's going to happen after you die. I know you've got a lot of faith, and I don't take issue with that, but I believe that God put us here to experience things, learn from them, and take those lessons with us wherever we may end up after this place. There's no shame in expressing your love for someone in a physical way. If convicted serial killers and child rapists can find Jesus and be forgiven, I doubt he's going to cast you into the pit for having sex with someone you care about.
Your pal,
Ara
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