you asked....but i lied.
i thought that you loved me enough
enough to spend a holiday together
to spend a night together
you say you do. but that's all you do.
i was thinking about how much it hurt, first to leave yesterday
then only to find out that i won't see you for days.
i was thinking about how in the hell i'll make it through the next 72 hours.
i won't see you on thursday, i'll be surrounded by family but by no one i love.